Recently I’ve been sleeping and waking up at disgusting times (I woke up at 10 today) and today when I woke up, the realization that it’s freaking OCTOBER hit me. I don’t know why but I’ve been waking up feeling absolutely blank and simply unmotivated. It’s not as if I’m sad, angry, depressed or anything. It’s just a calm… blank. And I simply sat on the bed and stared ahead. Unmotivation was never much of a problem in Korea. I know the problem lies with me, but oh well. Location matters.
I have things that I need to blog about but it’ll probably come in a few more days. Not very effective to be blogging about something fun and exciting when I’m pretty much blank.
Loads of work to complete but ….
I’ve taken to re-watching hana yori dango without subs (okay it comes with French (?) subs but not like I understand) and surprisingly I managed to keep up with the story. Did I have a awesome memory of all the lines in the show or maybe my Japanese listening has gotten a little better? no idea.
One of those days when I feel like deleting a lot of things. Therapeutic I guess. Deleted all sorts of rubbish on my phone and tempted to delete more stuff.
I want to chuck all my work away so that I can study my languages.
I need to start waking up by 8am again…
Comments have been read and will be replied to later today or tomorrow. I think I replied to all the emails.
7 Comments
Keisha
2 October, 2012 at 4:47 PMSame here. ;A; I’ve been feeling terribly unmotivated and I hate it. DX I don’t know if it’s because I need more time to myself so I can listen to my body and mind and see what needs to be done, or if I’m just stressed from groups and school. Wait… I think it’s both. XD I’m going to try to focus on my energy levels first (have more neutral or positive energy than negative) and hopefully everything else will fall into place from there. ^.^ My sleeping has been ridiculous. @.@ I should actually be asleep getting read to wake up in a little over an hour. I don’t want my insomnia rising again. TToTT
YES! I want to chuck all my work into a dimension of dark fire to let it burn to nothing and just study my languages. ;A; I think that description really showed how much I dislike college at the moment. XD I used to love learning and school, but now it’s just… gone. 🙁
hangukdrama
2 October, 2012 at 7:29 PMwoah one hour of sleep is definitely not enough!! Hopefully you will get your schedule and energy levels right again. Right now I’m just relaxing and studying my languages ><;; not sure if that's the 'right' decision, but that's what i wanna do.
Karla
2 October, 2012 at 9:04 PMI’m also sleeping and waking up late.Watching Running Man keeps me awake until 3 am.As a result,I feel lethargic and always skip exercising.If only I could major in Korean Language!Unfortunately,as far as I know no university is offering this major T_T
Karla
2 October, 2012 at 9:05 PMin the Philippines*
hangukdrama
3 October, 2012 at 9:31 PMhahaha i would love to major in the Korean language. but I wonder if I’ll enjoy it that much if I major in it. I’ll prob hate it ><;;
jayne
3 October, 2012 at 4:30 AMthats normal “told me my teacher”, unmotivation makes me feel depressed especially as a musucian and someone who can get her energy only from music. Bcuz I don’t even have motivation to do anything with music :/.
You probably have probably things that usually give you energy and motivation too right? If yes, then I’m wondering from what?
btw… i have a long “i have to post about” list too xD… as a wordpress user I recommend you the plugin “Admin Notepad”… it’s pretty usefull
hangukdrama
3 October, 2012 at 9:31 PMthanks i’ll try the plugin!! 😀