It’s less than 2 weeks to the end of 2014! ^^
This has been quite a year for me and for the first time in many years, I actually found some stability in my life. That improved my mental state tremendously. I’ve settled down to a routine and found comfort in that.
Come to think of it, I dont know how I managed to survive 2013 in one piece haha. >< This year, I got to try a number of new things and overall Im very very grateful for the opportunities. It's funny how something that I used to think i'll hate (and did dislike at the start) end up growing on me hahaha. So I guess I should really throw away all these preconceived notions. That's the big picture. Of course, there were a lot of ups n downs this year too (slightly more downs) that made me an even more jaded human being lol. That being said, I am now a lot more appreciative of the few awesome people in my life. I used to be the type that have a clear plan for the future but in recent years, Im more inclined to go with the flow and see where it brings me. People have been asking about my plans in the next few years and I always just shrug and say I dunno. >< Maybe settling in the comfort has dulled my senses, but I dont feel any desire to do any particular thing (as of now). Maybe it's part of growing old, I often look back and wondered how I manage to do all the things I did (which was no easy path). I was determined to take the road less travelled till the end but somehow I am moving back to the main track. With certain decisions made, it does seem like Korean is going to be simply a hobby for me (: After trying so hard and so long, I've come back to square 1. O.o But it does feel different this time round. I can confidently say that I really really like the language a lot, with no other emotional or stress baggage. I'm very much looking forward to 2015, and I'm going to start off the new year by trying out new things and going on a journey of self-discovery. (: I just have to survive the next 2 weeks in my best condition ^^