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Staring into space

My mental state has been like that for quite a while already. I am still able to function and I can still complete things that are in my daily routine and stuff that I’m supposed to do. But I’m getting less satisfaction from doing anything and I feel like everything I do is just my obligation. >< I used to be able to think up of a lot of things to do but now my to-do list is kinda blank. 空虛感. It was worse, but now I think I'm at least getting a bit of motivation back. But most of the time, I just feel like anything beyond watching dramas is taxing my brain a little too much. LOL. Right now I'm sitting somewhere having my lunch while waiting for JLPT exam later. And all is in my mind is for the exam to be over so I can go home and watch dramas -.- I'm honestly quite sleepy right now. There's tons to do next week SIGH. /end of depressing post.

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    Jibril
    7 July, 2013 at 8:36 PM

    It sounds like you have burnout. I hope you can find enough time for rest in your busy schedule!!!

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      hangukdrama
      9 July, 2013 at 2:27 PM

      I’m just in a funk hahaha. Hopefully I’ll get out of it soon! 😀

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    Lauren
    8 July, 2013 at 3:15 AM

    What I love about learning japanes is that I dont Have to do anything I don’t like doing in Japanese since its completely up to me what I do in japanese. Like for English I’d have to read books I don’t like or write essays about the books I find unreadable etc etc since i grew up in America. So in that way I don’t have any negative associations for japanese

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      hangukdrama
      9 July, 2013 at 2:26 PM

      True! I used to feel the same way about Korean but it’s become such a large part of my life that sometimes I have to do things I don’t like that’s related to the language or country. Not that it’s definitely a bad thing, I’m learning to negotiate and rethink what Korean / Korea really means to me. Japanese for me remains a hobby and is likely to remain that way ^^

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    Keisha
    8 July, 2013 at 8:48 AM

    I’ve been the same way. D: Lost inspiration, lost energy, don’t do much, blank, etc. I’m trying to get more active little by little though. We can get through this! T^T

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      hangukdrama
      9 July, 2013 at 2:24 PM

      Yeahh i need to get out of this asap. ><; Feels like I'm dragging my feet around too often

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