Lying in bed and blogging from the phone ^^ Been emptying my head of all sorts of thoughts for the past few days and it felt great. I’m really an out of sight, out of mind person. Or rather I’m good at pushing things to the back of my head and pretending that they do not exist. It’s a good thing sometimes, since it offers me a respite from the daily worries and stress. Feels good to be able to think of nothing but the current moment ^^
It’s a good thing to take a break from Korean too. The past month has been crazy and I also wanted to take a step backwards to reflect what Korean reallh means to me. It’s not going too well though. Since out of sight, out of mind. >< It's like how I used to be pretty good in chemistry and math but ever since I don't need to study them anymore, I have conveniently thrown out all related knowledge from my brain. I have problems even with simple math now lolol.
So now I'm even more confused on what Korean really means to me. It feels like I've conveniently thrown it out of my brain. Which is horrible since Korean was a large part of my life and now it seems like I've nothing left wtf. I'm trying to be honest in the blog so this is really how I feel at the moment - lost.
Questioning myself and trying to rationalise things doesn't seem to work too well for me hahaha. So I shall just DO IT. Plunge into the deep pool and figure things out lol.
I shall leave you guys with a photo of my new erm friend ^^ hahahaha my favorite underwater creature.