I know this is what I like.. but?

2015 is coming to an end and it’s time to get all mopey and reflective about the year and do some introspection! and more self-reflection.

This year can be summarised by a few symbols – ???!!!

Yup, that is how I feel about 2015. Of course if I look closely, there were good things that happened, progress made and so on. But on one hand, I felt like the year just whizzed by without me quite knowing what I’m doing (except that I had to keep on moving forward).

This was probably part of the reason why I decide to come to a stop (for now). But then that brought along more issues. -.-

I like to look at things from many perspectives and hence sometimes I feel like I’m contradicting myself with all the different ways I look at a single issue. On a day, issue X may seem like an opportunity for something new, on other days it just look like sh*t. If you know what I mean.

So maybe I’ll just share how I feel like today. (I might feel completely different tomorrow..)

Truth be told, sometimes I feel like after all these time, I’m back to square one – not quite knowing what I want.

If there is one thing I know I love, it’s the Korean language. I’ve never liked anything else so much for so long (coming to 8 years!) but the question comes… SO?

I’m no closer to the answer than I was 3 years ago.

No matter how much I try to do something else, I end up coming back to the language.

But there are still no answers.

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I’ll slowly ponder over these life issues.

In the meantime, I just want to say how much I freaking love Korean linguistics, especially 한국어교육학.

It’s already fascinating enough to learn/read about Korean language from a foreign language learner’s point of view and it’s even more awesome reading it from the educator’s point of view.

And I’m fascinated by how fascinated I am with the subject o.O.