I’ve been so overwhelmed with school stuff that I’ve NOT done anything for the past few
weeks months! I used to think that I’m really good in multi-tasking, but now I think otherwise.
I’m too absorbed in the academic world that I barely have time to pause and do what I really like. Okay, I think that’s an exaggeration. But any free time that I have will be used for spacing out and doing nothing in particular. I feel lost. ><
I dun particularly care about grades (really!) but on the other hand, I have expectations of myself and expectations of others do matter do. I try to tell myself otherwise, but somehow I still get sucked into this whole cycle of wanting to do well and not letting myself (or others) down and then wondering what all this is for!
(I dun really know how to express this, but you get the idea?)
But it’s so tiring!! I’m still trying to learn how to balance my work, interests and life. I’m really glad that I have this blog and my online friends (you people!) to remind me of my love for Korean (: Or else I might have been too self-absorbed in my studies! ><
Just a few more weeks! And I’ll have time again (:
*as of now, I’m spacing out again* ㅠㅠ
저한테는 한국어를 공부하는 것보다 더 재밌는 일이 없을 것 같다~~
and I’ll like to thank lyrynne for reminding me how much I love Korean during our skype session a few days back! ^__________^