This is going to be a cryptic post, so I’m not really expecting people to understand what I’m talking about. Also, don’t bother asking me what I’m referring to, cos I won’t answer ^^
Slightly disappointed about something that I just found out. It was something that I wanted to since a few years ago. During this time, I kinda forgot about it (haha I admit it) but it was still something that I secretly aspire to. I didn’t regret not trying for it because I know I was not ready and I didn’t want to do it with my half-baked skills. I’m still not ready but getting there. But the chance to do that exact thing is no longer available. A little sad, but not ready means not ready. Well.. not fated I guess? But now that I’m reminded of it, I’ll work harder!
/end of cryptic story
hahahaha. Plans for the rest of the evening includes studying Japanese and Korean! 😀 😀 Not really “studying”, since I’ll probably just read the Japanese novel and the Korean history book. At page 170 of the Japanese novel already! hehe I’m still not sick of saying “I CAN READ A JAPANESE NOVEL HAHAHAHAHAA”. heh! Sorry if it irks you guys, but I belong to the school of thought that if you have done well and if it is a thing to be proud of, you are entitled to brag about it! Sounds a little better in Korean though: 마음껏 자랑해!! Doesn’t mean that you should be arrogant or flaunt it in front of everyone, but you are entitled to be proud of it (and yourself).
If there is still time before bedtime, probably I’ll just rot and watch some Japanese drama. Itazura na Kiss is my new crack, and I think Naoki is damn well casted!!! ❤
Okay, I’m not going to get all fangirly. xD