I received such a huge shock today that I’m … still in shock. Today is the day that I seriously question why did I work so damn hard on Korean. I practically gave my all for this and I feel like it has just shattered in front of me.
I know life doesn’t always go according to plans, but this….
I admit that for a moment, I really thought of just giving up on everything Korean. Just stop studying, stop dedicating my time and effort and life to this, and give up on the blog while I’m at it.
Scary thoughts, but yes, I did feel so terrible to actually entertain such thoughts.
Don’t worry. I won’t do it.
Obstacles are meant to be crossed, but it couldn’t have come at a shittier time than this.
울 수 있을만큼 울었는데 그래도 소용없잖아. 이제 강해져야 돼.
I did contemplate whether I should write this down in the blog or not. But this blog is supposed to be my honest thoughts and my learning journey, so yup.
I can’t deny I feel terribly lost and upset at the moment. And I can so anticipate the other few 충격s that may come as well. D: D: Please don’t come. I need that glimmer of hope.
2013, I don’t know how I feel about you.
I really don’t.