heh okay I’ve calmed down already and now that I think about it, it’s nothing THAT big. But I guess it was how I feel at that spur of the moment. Upset, yes. But don’t worry I’m not giving up!! 😀 😀
That’s totally not me. 😀 😀
I did think of deleting the previous post, but nahh, that’s not me either.
This blog is my honest feelings. So that includes all the good and bad. It’s not meant for me to display that “perfect” public image. Not that I have one in the first place. You know what I mean.
hehe now that I read it again, I’m like horrified that I had such thoughts -____-
I guess I was just too upset ^^;;;
Keeping a blog / diary really helps keep things in perspective. I’m now in the “omg did i actually think that way” stage 😛
Okay I actually have no wish to give up Korean or the blog. It’s just… angry words. Or 氣話 in Chinese.
I started learning Korean as a hobby and it will always remain as one. Something enjoyable. But I guess throughout all these years, I’ve come to treat Korean has something more important and keep wishing that it can have more use in my life. So I guess that’s why I’m doubly upset. 😛
I’m sorry that I’m speaking in code, maybe I’ll blog about it proper next time. The more I think about it the more I feel like I overreacted -____-
Time to mail out TOPIK application tomorrow!