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heh okay I’ve calmed down already and now that I think about it, it’s nothing THAT big. But I guess it was how I feel at that spur of the moment. Upset, yes. But don’t worry I’m not giving up!! 😀 😀

That’s totally not me. 😀 😀

I did think of deleting the previous post, but nahh, that’s not me either.

This blog is my honest feelings. So that includes all the good and bad. It’s not meant for me to display that “perfect” public image. Not that I have one in the first place. You know what I mean.

hehe now that I read it again, I’m like horrified that I had such thoughts -____-

I guess I was just too upset ^^;;;

Keeping a blog / diary really helps keep things in perspective. I’m now in the “omg did i actually think that way” stage 😛

Okay I actually have no wish to give up Korean or the blog. It’s just… angry words. Or 氣話 in Chinese.

I started learning Korean as a hobby and it will always remain as one. Something enjoyable. But I guess throughout all these years, I’ve come to treat Korean has something more important and keep wishing that it can have more use in my life. So I guess that’s why I’m doubly upset. 😛

I’m sorry that I’m speaking in code, maybe I’ll blog about it proper next time. The more I think about it the more I feel like I overreacted -____-

Time to mail out TOPIK application tomorrow!

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11 Comments

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    Samier
    6 February, 2013 at 4:36 AM

    I’m so glad you’re feeling better ;A; I

    I think we all had that kind of feeling a couple of times in our lifetime, so I’m glad you came out of yours *^^*

    Let’s continue to work hard and smile 😀

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      hangukdrama
      6 February, 2013 at 10:30 AM

      Thanks Samier!! ^^

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    ethel
    6 February, 2013 at 9:49 AM

    dont give up! it will all work out in the end ^^ i felt like that too, and was always afraid tt korea wouldnt be able to live up to what i dreamed of, but in the end it turned out way better!

    anyways i like ur blog cos it’s honest hahah! not everyone is willing to show the negative aspects of themselves so thumbs up for the courage~!

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      hangukdrama
      6 February, 2013 at 10:33 AM

      yeahh sometimes I also question myself on why I love Korea so much XD

      hehe thanks for always reading!! ^^

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    Piglet
    6 February, 2013 at 12:17 PM

    Glad to hear you feel better, I think everyone will have those type of moment where they go OMG….at least I know I do….quite often too…when we have those moments talking to someone or just going out for a walk helps a lot…or blogging helps too.

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      hangukdrama
      6 February, 2013 at 7:37 PM

      😀 yeah i need my drama time 😛

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        Koreanlearner
        6 February, 2013 at 9:49 PM

        Judo class is my solution in those moments. When I come home I’m simply too tired and too high on endorphins to be angry… Otherwise dognapping my sister’s cockerspaniel for a long walk works too 🙂

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    Van
    7 February, 2013 at 11:27 AM

    I’m sure we are all glad that you are feeling better 😀 I think it’s good to show that you are human like us hahaha 😛 You are pretty godly at Korean even if you don’t think so, so I think we just all have those thoughts. We just gotta keep up that positive attitude 🙂 Keep inspiring us to get better and we will try to do the same for you!

    Sidenote, I hope you find the card you were looking for, I’m guessing it’s an important card 🙁 Cheer up though! I’m sure you will find it

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      hangukdrama
      7 February, 2013 at 8:12 PM

      hahaha!! yes I’m very much human 😛 Yeah I’m going to be more positive from now on! ㅎㅎ

      I did a stupid thing and purchased a replacement card to find that it was in my bag (just not the normal place I put it). -.- Oh well.

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        Van
        19 February, 2013 at 11:00 PM

        Man I’m so behind on your posts 🙁 I need to catch up before I fall too behind 😛
        Good~ㅎㅎ
        Omg I totally did that also -_- I scanned my driver’s license and forgot to take it out of the scanner, and then I found it after I got a new one -_-“

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    Regina
    7 February, 2013 at 9:18 PM

    On a totally unrelated note, thank you for saying you were going to mail out your TOPIK application hahaha I thought they opened on 16th feb then I realised I was looking at the South Korean application dates lol. SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

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